Ok I'm weak. so what? Is that so lousy?
I was weak tonight.
I let him creep in again. He walked me home. The rest is just nasty details i'll spare you.
I can still smell him on my skin, I can still taste his tongue tip, I can hear his voice echoing in my head... "I'm glad I met u too".
It's not that I love him, for fuck's sake no! It's just that he coulda been him. It coulda been much more fun and who knows what. Bugger. I feel like throwing up. Maybe on him... would be nice.
I just can't bear the thought that I'm mentally and emotionally sharing him with a complete stranger, I just can't stand he's just a dick worshipper, I just can't bear he can play with me as he pleases most, I can just stand I'm so weak."
That's enough. I'm too fucking drunk to keep writing this crap.
I was weak tonight.
I let him creep in again. He walked me home. The rest is just nasty details i'll spare you.
I can still smell him on my skin, I can still taste his tongue tip, I can hear his voice echoing in my head... "I'm glad I met u too".
It's not that I love him, for fuck's sake no! It's just that he coulda been him. It coulda been much more fun and who knows what. Bugger. I feel like throwing up. Maybe on him... would be nice.
I just can't bear the thought that I'm mentally and emotionally sharing him with a complete stranger, I just can't stand he's just a dick worshipper, I just can't bear he can play with me as he pleases most, I can just stand I'm so weak."
That's enough. I'm too fucking drunk to keep writing this crap.
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