Better

23.08.2006 morning

I feel better. Still down but definitely I’ve made some progress. I’m taking a break right now cos it’s been three hours and my eyes need rest. They’re red and sore. I just put some sort of lotion they gave me. I can’t see clearly. It’s all blurred. And I have to keep it on for half an hour.

Anyway, tomorrow I’m flying to London! I can’t wait. I’m so looking forward to meeting Gab. And La Davida. I’m sure we’re gonna have a swell time ! From what I got G. wants to go to watch a musical. The last one I saw was Cats something like ten years ago. I wanna go dancing. Hooking up and getting laid. Short flings with hot guys would be just perfect. M. would say again: Use and abuse. I’m definitely gonna follow her advice.

I hope this short trip will take off my mind all the bad thoughts and forget for a moment about the whole set of worries. Damn it.

And then I’ll even have the chance to go sightseeing! Yes, I’ve been to London several times, maybe seven or eight since I was a kid but never had the possibility to just walk around like a normal tourist and take stupid pictures with royal guards. So I plan to take lots of snaps.

I’m not gonna go shopping, though, cos I’m sort of broke. I’ll just browse around in Candem Town. I always like it there. Most of all I wanna spent time with those party animals. I never thought I was ever gonna say this but I think I’ll miss them.

Time to go take a shower and get ready, they’re coming pick me up in about… mmm…. 6 minutes. Must whiz.