Prime

I just finished to watch what is becoming my favorite movie. "Prime" starring Uma Thurman and a cute guy I don't know the name of.
I first saw it in Iceland with Alina. I even remembered the songs I listened on my Ipod right after the show. Good memories.
Watching it this last time made me think. More than it did the first time.

I actually have a penchant for meeting the wrong people at the right time or the right people at the wrong time. It's a constant of my life. But I'm starting to feel that this particular "skill" I have is masochistic and needs to be taken care of. That's why I sent a message to Gi. I really hope he'll be able to answer some questions about life and togetherness when two people happen to be so different from one another and so attracted at the same time. It all comes down to bad timing sometimes but it's more than that. What if I am naturally drawn towards people whose age and status is incompatible with my life and mind? Is there anything I can do about it? Anything anyone can do about it?
How can I deal with it? Should I correct this behavior or should I stick to it?
I think this is the real key to my problems. It's the bottom-line issue. If only I could fix it once for all and open a new chapter of my life.
I'm really looking forward to chatting with him and reflecting upon what he's gonna say to me. I value his words. I'm sure I'm gonna write again about this very soon.

Nikki!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First of all, I want to say thanks to a guy who lives somewhere in Arizona. I "stole" the butterfly picture from his archive and I posted it here a few days ago. So everybody check his works out at

http://photosteven.blogspot.com/

He's pretty good, isn't he?

G. has moved to London, I already mentioned that, right? Well, he's a total TV addict. Actually he's a trash-tv addict. UK seems to have welcome him pretty well on that. Big Brother 7 (7!!!) started some weeks ago and he constantly sends me stuff, videos and snippets which I most of the times ignore deliberately.
However, I've recently come across one of the funniest character ever. Correction: evah....
I am totally aware of how tacky I am being but I just can't help it. This Nikki girl is absolutel my favourite buck.
I'll put here some links to the wildest short videos of her and her rants. She definitely has issues but is adorable with all her outbursts and breakdowns. Lovely. I laughed so hard I thought I died, really.
So, please accept and respect me even though I post this stuff. I get to watch them all again.
I hope you'll enjoy her as much as I did!
Have a laugh!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=zML8qgMY9ZQ&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=sR__gRs-tlQ&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=A8oD3WQmTtE&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rPCMmf-dIlQ&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=QUCe-VINPS0&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=i_wIzgwTHT4&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Lo6eFQ9bmFg&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=kjAXgKQMO_g&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=Ud8PnMylCF8&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0lzKhCxo0ag&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=mXfVYfnQse0&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZWh3-TjBQWY&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=TKjiQlHXo3k&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=I5LDRYTaAp4&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=_CaOzoGhrW4&search=nikki%20bb7
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6fQ3J_MCauw&search=nikki%20bb7

Isn't she lovely?
I'm a silly kid, I know...

Transition ahead

I noticed I haven't written much this past week.
It's been pretty tiring. The exam I had on Wednesday wasn't as good as I expected, even though I was well-prepared. We'll see, there's no need to worry now cos there's nothing I can do about it. It makes me upset, though.
Things with M. are going on pretty ok I'd say. A bit slow but everything seems to be alright. I don't wanna spoil my luck by talking about it. He's at the seaside with some friends.
At last I have seen some signs of support from those around me about the Australia project. Few people, but still...
I keep thinking about the internship. Hope it'll work out ok.
Everybody's left. D&G are in London, Sicily guy is leaving to Hong Kong in few days. Ola is Barcelona and will be leaving soon to Argentina. I'm stuck here. I hope the flat will empty soon. I like to have space and time to myself. I simply enjoy it better when there's no one around.
I have a number of things to do. I want to write some letters, a couple of emails and study. I need some rest but not now. Now is no good. August might be.
I'm looking forward to this month. It's gonna be my last in Milan. I always get emotional in these situations. It's not that I like it particularly but I've lived here for almost three years. It's gonna be different to be back home. We'll see.

I wish M. were here to hug. I like his hugging. He always says I'm a silly kid.
He smells good. Real good...

VIPs

Oh Jesus!
I've just come back home from Armani fashion show. Gayané invited me yesterday and I couldn't say no.
I can't believe it. I just can't!
I saw George Clooney, Raoul Bova, Rupert Everett, Maria Grazia Cucinotta and, last but not least, Paris Hilton.
I feel my life's changed permanently.

BTW, I severely fucked the exam.