Saturday, September 15, 2007

Alright still.

Today was intense to say the least. I had class all day long, although it's Saturday. I have two assignments due next week which I haven't even started. I have little time to focus, to research, to write. It feels it's just too much and sometimes I am on the verge of breaking down and I don't think I can seriously face all this at once. Having the house all to myself is paradoxically helpful because this way I can be as comfortable as possible. John is in the U.S. for 20 days or so.

Today I read somewhere that motivation breeds motivation. I might add positivity breeds positivity. This is what it's all about right now. I need to prove to myself I can do this. I have an hour to simmer down, have some pasta and a beer, maybe taking a micro nap. Then collect all my strengths and keep going. Put a smile on your face. Breathe deeply. I know I can do this and I can excel at it. It's just a matter of believing, being motivated and stay positive.

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