Although I mentioned many different aspects of my life in the previous long post, I feel like I didn't give much - well-deserved - space to one particularly important subject.
Day by day I realize little things about myself I have never noticed before, consciously ignored, or simply overlooked.
When one starts a journey with someone, it often - hopefully - follows a long period of mutual observation. You really don't know who you are dealing with in the beginning. Frankly I believe that it never ends, every day you find out something about the other person that startles, surprises and enriches you. For the good or for the bad.
I am firmly convinced that if one has the power to change the other person for the better, then this connection two people have is worth having and deserves to be nourished in any possible.
I'm feeling really bad as I am writing this cos I am perfectly aware that I am not in the position - mentally and in other ways - to exert the same power over him and I am sorry for that. It is something beyond everyone's control. It just happens. But on the other hand, I wonder how I could know what really goes in his mind and if what he is feeling has the same deep meaning as it does to me.
I feel blessed with everything he does, he is, he means to me. And it's an overwhelming sensation I can't ignore or not share. He makes me a better person. Isn't that what love's all about after all?
Thank you J.
Day by day I realize little things about myself I have never noticed before, consciously ignored, or simply overlooked.
When one starts a journey with someone, it often - hopefully - follows a long period of mutual observation. You really don't know who you are dealing with in the beginning. Frankly I believe that it never ends, every day you find out something about the other person that startles, surprises and enriches you. For the good or for the bad.
I am firmly convinced that if one has the power to change the other person for the better, then this connection two people have is worth having and deserves to be nourished in any possible.
I'm feeling really bad as I am writing this cos I am perfectly aware that I am not in the position - mentally and in other ways - to exert the same power over him and I am sorry for that. It is something beyond everyone's control. It just happens. But on the other hand, I wonder how I could know what really goes in his mind and if what he is feeling has the same deep meaning as it does to me.
I feel blessed with everything he does, he is, he means to me. And it's an overwhelming sensation I can't ignore or not share. He makes me a better person. Isn't that what love's all about after all?
Thank you J.