On a more positive and light-hearted note I have two big news:
1) Peter, Richard Gere's lookalike is back in the yoga studio and today we practiced together. Sooo hot, hotter than the real one.
(Sorry J but I really had to share this with my following ;) ). I mean, seriously he is gooooorgeous, totally doable despite age gap (which has never stopped me, right?). Moreover, today the class room was really heating up, lots of hotties around. All very short, though - V upset.
2) Tomorrow maxi yoga session, full immersion with final surprise. Not only two hours of Vyniasa and one hour of Yin Yan streching postures... but also a chanting workshop with nientepopodimenoche Alanis' Morissette's twin brother. He happens to be a singer as well as into yoga. I'll let y'all know more. I am really looking forward to it.
3) I stink and I need a shower. It's no news but I am very into sharing today. Yes.
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Epiphany. Duh...
When I woke up this morning I found a bittersweet message on my half-broken mobile. Very tender but it tore my heart apart.
I now know I was being very selfish when I bought the ticket and flew here. I'd thought it through and asked for opinions before leaving obviously. I had also considered all the problems that I was gonna face, the fact that I was gonna be all by myself and all. I was very well aware of what I was moving towards. I simply thought I was ready for the challenge and to set off.
However long I reflected, I missed one important point. I overlooked everyone else's possible problems with me leaving. My brain simply did not process that bit. I ignored the mere fact someone might have missed me, needed me, and wanted me to share important steps with them.
I don't regret coming here but I must admit that only now, after a few months, I have finally come to realize what being away from your family and friends really means not only for me but for those I left. And this sort of epiphany sucks.
Since I have been in a very positive mood lately, I wanna try and look at the bright side of it. Once again it just shows that with somebody it never began and it will never end cos it's unbreakable. It is. It doesn't really matter which hemisphere of the world you are walking on cos not even such distance can break this bond. And this feels so good and makes me so happy and grateful and blessed and lucky.
I miss you, too.
I now know I was being very selfish when I bought the ticket and flew here. I'd thought it through and asked for opinions before leaving obviously. I had also considered all the problems that I was gonna face, the fact that I was gonna be all by myself and all. I was very well aware of what I was moving towards. I simply thought I was ready for the challenge and to set off.
However long I reflected, I missed one important point. I overlooked everyone else's possible problems with me leaving. My brain simply did not process that bit. I ignored the mere fact someone might have missed me, needed me, and wanted me to share important steps with them.
I don't regret coming here but I must admit that only now, after a few months, I have finally come to realize what being away from your family and friends really means not only for me but for those I left. And this sort of epiphany sucks.
Since I have been in a very positive mood lately, I wanna try and look at the bright side of it. Once again it just shows that with somebody it never began and it will never end cos it's unbreakable. It is. It doesn't really matter which hemisphere of the world you are walking on cos not even such distance can break this bond. And this feels so good and makes me so happy and grateful and blessed and lucky.
I miss you, too.
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